Things I love about my little girl…

Things I love about my little girl… in no particular order!

  • Her beautiful eyes
  • Her little wobbly walk
  • The way she takes her pacifier and turns it upside down no matter how many times you give pic_0437it to her right side up
  • Her laughing at tummy toots
  • The way she says, “Hey Dada”
  • The way she hugs me tight for a long time
  • The way she gives me moose kisses
  • The way her little toes curl up when she gets excited.
  • The way she sleeps with her bottom in the air
  • The way she squeezes her dolls tight and laughs
  • How tough she is
  • Her trust in me
  • How God uses her to teach us and bless us
  • How she brings joy to our family
  • The way she keeps me up at night praying for her
  • The fact that she is only 14 months old, but we can’t even imagine life without her

Psalm 127:3-5a

Behold, children are a gift of the LORD.
The fruit of the womb is a reward.
Like arrows in the hand of a warrior.
So are the children of one’s youth.
How blessed is the man whose quiver is full of them

Update on Baby Hannah…

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Thank you so much!  Thank you for your prayers, calls, visits, helping us get the word out, helping us with Hannah’s fund, and everything!  You have been so good to us and we just can’t thank you enough… may the Lord bless you beyond measure for your kindness!  Please forgive me for not getting this update posted sooner! 

The last couple of days…Sunday night and Monday night were both bad pic_04411nights for her (fever, stomach issues, etc).  Everyday she is getting better.  Tuesday she began to show some real signs of feeling well, i.e. playing and talking more!  Until then she just laid there with her eyes open!  It is hard to watch your little girl just lay around.  I often would let the side of the crib down and just lay my head in there with her!  She has gotten better yesterday and today.  Most of the time she wants out of the crib to be held, and I don’t blame her!  I took some photos of her just lying in the crib.pic_04422  They took many tests during the last couple of days.  They took a bone marrow test and a bone scan to see if the cancer spread to her bones at all (in or on the bone).  Today we got some test results! 

The good news… Both the bone scan and the bone marrow test were negative! Praise the LORD!  If this would have come back as positive then we would have automatically been in stage 4.  This is good news!  Also, her salmonella poisoning recovery has been great!  She only lacks a few more treatments (via I.V.). However, there is bad news! 

The bad news… One of the lymph node samples came back positive.  This is bad news, but there is some good here, too.  The one that came back positive was on the same side as the tumor.  The other ones, on the other side, came back negative!  This is good.  It means that the cancer hasn’t spread that far.  But the bad news is that it has spread some.  In addition to this, it puts us in to stage 2 (the oncologist said “stage 2a,” which is low risk).  If it is going to be pic_04601stage 2, then I vote 2a!  That is all we have on results, but there is pending news! 

The pending news… We’ve got a big test both on Thursday and Friday (same test given twice).  It is called a Metaiodobenzylguanidine (where do they get these terms???), “M.I.B.G.” for short!  This test is a tracer.  It is a test specifically for neuro blastoma tumors.  They inject Hannah with some dye and it acts as a tracer.  Then they give her a nuclear scan, and any cluster of cancerous cells will “light up” for the doctors to see.  This is a big test for us.  In fact, it is the final determining factor for the type of treatment plan we will execute!  Please pray for a clear, cancer free report. 

pic_04511Praying for big brother… Just a note, please pray for Noah.  Things are hard for him right now.  He doesn’t know what is going on, but is certainly aware that everyone is upset and just not themselves.  Aunt Kim was helping him say his prayers the other night and she said, “Let’s pray for Hannah.”  He said, “No, I pray for mommy!  Mommy cry!”  The next day we went walking around the hospital campus.  There are these statues everywhere of different people statue-mommy-and-hannah(mostly women and children).  He walked up to this one with a mom reading a book to a little girl.  He said to us, “This is mommy and sissy.”  It was very sad.  Kelli and I both burst into tears.  Among the sweet and sad events there are the bad ones.  He is acting out and not listening very well to what we tell him to do.  I know that this is normal in cases like this but we need your prayers! 

I have many more thoughts, but I will write later!  Again thank you for your prayers!  God Bless!

Praying for Baby Hannah…

Hannah one week ago

Hannah one week ago

Many of you already know about baby Hannah and the tumor, but I would like to share how it all transpired, and give an update.  The first thing I would like to do is thank all of you for your prayers, as well as your e-mails, phone calls, and blogs, which helped get the word out about our little girl!  We ask you to please accept our gratitude for your prayers and support 1Thess. 1:2-4!

 

How we found out that our baby has a tumor…

Wednesday night Hannah’s fever was not going down with the normal Motrin or Tylenol and her diarrhea wasn’t getting any better.  Kelli and I thought it best to take her to the ER.  They ran many tests, such as blood work, a stool sample, a urine sample and X-Rays, but couldn’t determine what the problem was.  The next morning we took Hannah to her Pediatrician, Dr. Harrell, where he told us that this was more than likely a viral infection.  He then pulled out one of the X-Rays from the ER.  He said that something completely unrelated came up on the X-Ray and showed us what it was.  He said that it could be nothing, but might be something.  He told us to go to Mobile Infirmary and get an ultrasound.  The ultrasound tech told us to go back to Dr. Harrell’s office for the results.  There in his office he told us that our little girl had a tumor.  He said that he talked to an oncologist at USA Children’s and Women’s Hospital, and they said we needed to admit Hannah right away!  So we went home in tears, grabbed some clothes, made some calls, and drove to the hospital.

 

Friday’s saga…

We checked in that afternoon (Thursday 3-19).  They got us in and ran a CT scan.  The results were painful.  The doctor was about 95 percent certain this was a neuro blastoma tumor.  The bad news was that this tumor is cancerous and that surgery is imminent, “Maybe as soon as tomorrow,” they said.  However, if there was any good news it was that the tumor was very small by comparison to other tumors and there would be a good chance that it could be in stage one.  The CT scan also showed that the tumor is in one of Hannah leaving to go to Surgerythe two adrenal glands and it was pushing down on the kidney and pushing up on the liver.  We learned this at about 12:30AM Friday morning.  The next morning the pediatric doctor came back and talked to us, then the oncologist, then the surgeon.  All with collaborating stories of the tumor and surgery.  We were told that they were going to move forward and operate at 11AM.  The time came and it was the most painful thing ever handing our little girl over to be operated on.  Here is a picture of her while the nurse was walking her into the OR.

The surgery was almost 5 hours.  They extracted the tumor, took bone marrow from both hips, and samples from the lymph nodes to see if it had spread.  When the surgery was over, the doctor said that it was as good a surgery as one could have.  She told us that her blood-pressure was good, her breathing was good, and she didn’t lose much blood at all!  She removed hannah-after-surgerythe entire tumor.  In addition, she removed one of Hannah’s adrenal glands.  She told us there was one spot of tissue near her back that had some calcification on it, and she wants to keep an eye on it.  However, the surgery was extremely successful!  The doctor said that she never gets to see a neuro blastoma this small. By the time she sees them they are four or five time larger, and are wrapped around the organs.  Hannah’s tumor was the size of a racquetball.  This was all on Friday.  Once the surgery was over they allowed us to see her in recovery, before they took her to ICU.  Here is a picture of her still out!

Hurry up and wait…

We have been in the ICU yesterday, last night, and all day today (Saturday).  It is very painful seeing her with all these tubes in her and hearing her moan in pain!  But we try to comfort her the best we can.  She is doing great!  I am so proud of her! She is so weak that instead of smiling at us when we say something to her, she has started doing a long blink.  In fact she has been doing so well in her recovery that tonight they took her out of ICU and hannah-out-of-icuplaced her back in our regular room.  The only thing now is waiting for the results from pathology, running another CT scan, and praying for continued good recovery.  We were told just hours ago that upon testing her stool they discovered that she has Salmonella, and this would be the cause of her diarrhea and fever to begin with.  I have never been so thankful for Salmonella in all my life :) !  Here is picture of her in our room, Kelli is holding her.

She is tough, but tired and hurting!  She is still running a fever but other than that she is doing very well. She will be mpo for a few days, which means no eating or drinking, because her bowels have temporary paralysis from the surgery. Because of that, she has an IV and she has an NG tube leading out of her nose from her tummy that drains the gastric juices in order to relieve the pressure. If all things go well we will be home in about 10 days! I will make frequent updates as we know more.

Many people have asked how they can help us.  At this point, we just need your prayers.  My concern is that many people will pray but then forget, however we are asking for your prayers for weeks to come!  Please! Here is a prayer list…

  1. Pray for the glory of God… we understand that all things are for His glory and His praise, both good & evil, tumors & good health!  We just want God to get every ounce of glory from this.  I read where John G. Paton said that he learned to keep his relationships with family & friends with an open hand, giving them all to God for His good use!  We want to have that mindset.  Hannah is His little one and we are merely her stewards and care takers, again for His glory!  We know that the tumor was there by design and was revealed by His design as well.  Just because we are Christians doesn’t mean we are immune to sickness, disease, and death.
  2. Pray for her recovery, tests result, and cancer free.  Even as I type I am stopping and walking over to her bed because she is in so much pain.  She is doing well but still hurting.  They have her on morphine but we want her well enough to take her off of it.  The test results could be very bad, pray that they will good.  We are praying she is cancer free.  The one little spot that the doctor told us about may be a problem, but pray that it will not be!
  3. Pray for finances/insurance!  We have insurance but we are going to have to pay 20% and we just want to be just that everything else works out right.  We do not want to have any surprises.
  4. Pray for our Godliness.  We are doing our best to live out our theology.   Please pray that we will not concede to the pressures of our daily life, especially in the wake Hannah’s surgery and all!  “Be of sound judgment and sober spirit for the purpose of prayer” 1Pet.4:7.

Again we thank the many of you, some we have never met, who have prayed for our Hannah!  God Bless you all!

Psalm 34:17-19

“The righteous cry and the LORD hears, And delivers them out of all their troubles. The LORD is near to the brokenhearted, and saves those who are crushed in spirit.  Many are the afflictions of the righteous; But the LORD delivers him out of them all!”

Spending time in Arizona

I hope to make frequent post this week, but I will do what I can due to my absence from home/office and my presence in Arizona.  What is in Arizona?  My Grandmother who is dying of cancer.  It has spread rapidly and things are going down hill fast.  Unless the Lord steps in and either delays the disease or rids her of it, it will not be long.  So Kelli and I left Alabama and flew with our two kids here to spend time with her.

If you will please pray for a few things…

  1. Salvation of family… I am trying to share the gospel with them, the real gospel – not the feel good, think good, do good Gospel!
  2. My grandmother… that she will trust in the Lord, but that her suffering will be at a minimum
  3. Our safety… we are traveling with one 9 week old baby and one 21 month old child.  We have been very grateful for an easy trip so far but we are only half way there!
  4. Rest… we are tired, very tired!

Thank you very much!